Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours. =)

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Hahahahahahahahaha
Its Been Such A Long Long Time Since I Last Blog
I Dun Even Now Why
But Suddenly Felt Like Blogging Today
Tats The Reason Am Here
Maybe Juz Damn Bored Coz Got Nutin To Do
Eventually In Camp Now
Hmm............................................

Eventually Many Things Has Happened In Ma Life
But Get Back To That Later
Today Is The Second Day Of Ramadhan
And I Am Treasuring Every Moments Of It
Ramadhan Is The Month Where I Try To Clean Up Maself
i Mean
I'm Juz Like Any Normal Human
Not Far From Sins N Mistake
So Ya

Yesterday Was A Cool First Day Of Fasting For Me
Eventually Me & Amran Ends Up At Geylang
Hahahahahahahahaha
First Time In MA Life, Went Geylang On The 1st Day Of Ramadhan
Felt Really Weird
Hahahahaha
But Then
We End Up Breaking Our Fast
By Only Drinking Water
N Smoke
Grr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eventually The Craziness In Me Is Still There
Dunno When It Will Be Gone
(Fendi Will Always Be Fendi)
As I Blogging
I Hoping Tat No One Will Read Ma Blog
hahaha
I Also Dunno Why

So Ya
I Feel Lazy To Write About Ma Last Few Months
All I Can Say Is
I Gonna Undergo Ma Shoulder Operation On The 1st Of Sept
Juz Hoping Tat Everything Will Be Alright
N Cant Wait To ORD
In About 6++ Months Time

N Ya
I'm Loooking At This One Sweet Gal
Young & Sweet
Taken Ma Eyes
But................................................................................

Sunday, August 23, 2009
Blogged

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Its 2155 Hrs Now
Under Normal Circumstances
I Shud Be Preparing To Go Back To Camp
But Not Today
I Will Only Book In Tmr
All Bcoz I Haf An Appointment
Wif A Bone Specialist
Early Tmr Morning

So Ya
Tmr I Will get To Noe
If I Hafta Go Thru A Major Operation
Actually
Cant Wait For It
Cant Bear The Pain I'm Feeling
Shoulder Dislocation Seems To be Norm To Me
But Now
The Pain Is Getting Unbearable
Cant Describe The Suffering I Gone Thru
Due To The Dislocation
Juz Wanna Cure It
One & For All

Today Was A Normal Day To Me
After Handing Over Ma Duty
Went To Meet Farhana (Nana)
Then We Went To eat At Geylang
Together Wif Aslynah
Talk About Our Days In BCRA
There's A Lot Of Laughter Being Shared

But The Fact Is
I Actually Regret Ma Time In BCRA
There's Where Ma Life Change For The Worse
There's Where I Learnt All The Wrong Thing
Till Ma Relationship Wif Lissa Turn Sour
If Only I Didnt Do All Those Things
Which I Done While In BCRA
I Might Well Still Wif Lissa
Wad A Great Regrettion For Me
But The Fact Is
Things Had Happened
I Cant Turn Back Time
The Only Thing I'm Left Wif
Is REGRETS!!!!

As I Move On Ma Life
Wif Lots Of Regrettion
I Can Only Hope For The Best
Eventhough The Fact Is
I Have A Bad Start To The Year
I'll Still Looking At The Bright Side
I'll Keep Smiling No Matter wad
In The Hope Tat Things Get Better
Who Knows
Maybe One Day
Lissa be Back By Ma Side
Or Maybe Someone Else
& Ma Life Will Shine Brightly
U'll Nvr Noe Wad Will Happen
So Ya
Am Moving On Wif Regrettion & Hope
I'll Juz Work Hard
Wif Full Determination
& Then I Will
Let fate Decide The Outcome

Signing Outz,
Muhammad Effendi

Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Blogged

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Its 2318 Hrs Now

Juz Got Home
Were At Bukit Gombak Juz Now
Working For The Wedding Decor
To Ma Horror
Dislocate Ma Shoulder Again
I Dun Think I Can Take It Anymore
Its Gettin Irritating To Me
Its Pain Is Unexplainable
Maybe
Ma Left Hand Will Not Be Normal Again
Haiz

This Few Days
Has Been Bother By Something
It Keeps Coming To Ma Mind
I Juz Dunno Wads The Reason
Maybe Wads Ma Bestie Said Is True
The Fact That I Still Love That Gal

Its Been 4 Mths 24 Days
Since She Decided to End It
N Since Then
Had Tried To Forget Her
Even Tried To Hate Her
Act As If I'm Over It
But Nobody Knows
That Deep Down Inside Me
Her Name Still Shine Bright
Ma Love For Her Are Still Strong
The Hope To Have Her Back Still Lingers On

I Still Remember
How I Got To Noe Her
Thru A Fren That Is So Close Wif Me
Contact Her Thru Chance
Stead Wif Her Unexpectedly
But Still
Love Her Truly
Still Remember Our First Outing
Went To Vivo
Eventhough We Are Already Attach
But It Was Our First Ever Outs
Haiz
How Sweet It Was

I Do Admit
I'm The One Who Are To Be Blame
For The Relationship Disaster
All Bcoz Of Ma Flings Wif Other Gals
But One Thing I Dare To Say
Even When I'm Having Flings
Ma Love For Her Was Still The Same
Till Now
Haiz

I Used To Believe
Not To Regret
But Now
I Hafta Say
I Regret All Ma Actions
Losing Her Was The Most Painful Experience
Till Now
Cant Get Over It
If Only She Noe
How Much I Still Love Her
Coz Its The Truth That She Shud Noe

I'll Always Love Her

Signing Outz,

Muhammad Effendi

Sunday, January 25, 2009
Blogged